Too much pain

by brian f.
(baton rouge, la)

Too much pain

I wish I wasn’t here, Too much fear
Too much pain, All for no gain
Soul, how it bleeds
Can’t get up off my knees

Tired of life, Giving me such strife
I can’t make sense of the world
Just want to roll up and curl
I’m just tired of it all, For freedom I call

Too much pressure, Too great to measure
Always so unsure, Unable to find a cure
Sum it up with emptiness
Everything is confused, such a mess

Sadness, it roars like a lion
Feel like time is all I’m buyin’
Each day a repeat of the same
Too much pain
Feeling of such shame
No one else to blame

Feeling so numb, Am I the only one
Not able to get a freaking break
Feeling like nothing but a mistake
Believing every lie, Wonder if I’ll die
I once had a heart inside
Now, in its place, a hole that’s open wide
Hearts were made to be broken
The pain to brutal to be spoken

A tear, my best friend
With me until the end
Sadness is growing, A smile not showing
In constant mourning
From the sadness still storming

Lost my way, can’t turn back
Feeling as though I’m gonna’ crack
It’s all the same, Too much pain

Bowed down from the curse I serve
Am I getting what I deserve?
More than I can handle
Flame blown out of candle
Half alive, but mostly dead
Running from the demons in my head

It’s all so dark, dark, dark
Almost gone, my spark

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